Mat Ri Ye Post

Huishh dah lama tak tulis blog ...

Bila baca yang lama lama macam tak percaya je

I selalu mengarut yang entah pape hahahaha

Semoga pembaca tak boring la follow blog ni yang sekejap tenggelam sekejap timbul :P

Alhamdulillah tahun ni I dapat beraya kat Malaysia bersama keluarga tercinta eceh

And I really grateful that I made the best decision ever for my last semester

Kalau I tak balik, I terkandas kat Australia and tak dapat balik

Luckily, all my last subjects are online courses

So I can handle and manage my time well while helping my family

I have another reason juga why I balik without telling MARA

I don't want to burden anyone and I don't want to make privacy things becomes bigger problems

Yeah I didn't tell anyone the reason why I'm deciding this way except telling my boyfriend

But the main reason is related to my father but I prefer not to tell what's the problem here

Let me keep to myself

Because of this problem juga, I feel that I can't duduk diam je kat rumah without cari duit

Furthermore, I dah terbiasa kerja sambil study masa kat Australia

I tak boleh masa tu macam terbuang cemtu je

Finally, I join Mary Kay bawah my friend punya team

I pun dah tau and pernah pakai produk Mary Kay

My mum pun suruh I cuba and I decide to give myself a chance to try

Yup and now I dah jadi Beauty Consultant Mary Kay

Walaupun I takde la cantik mana hahaha

But I really love to help people to choose the correct skincare for their skins

Tak mo la amik produk timbang kilo aka produk mengarut yg lain

Okay sambung balik pasal beraya

Beraya tahun ni best, tak payah leceh leceh sebab PKP

Takde sangat orang nak datang beraya

Nak beraya pun orang takut agaknya

Tak payah nak siapkan kuih kuih, jemput orang datang semua hehehe

Dasar anak dara pemalas hahah

Kalau ada pun, buat air and keluarkan kuih apa yang ada je

Simple, beraya secara sederhana orang kata

Tapi tahun ni hahaha taktau nak cerita macam mana

My mum beli 4 pasang baju raya

Taktau la and takleh nak brain alasan dia sebab dah lama tak beli baju raya

Rasanya tiap tahun ada je dia beli baju raya kui kui kui

Ada la gaduh gaduh juga sebab buat apa la hai nak beli sampai 4 pasang

Baju yang ada pun masih elok lagi

Tengah musim COVID, duit pun takde, kena simpan, ataupun cari duit

Tapi ni bazir bazir kan kat pakaian hmmm

Nak cakap lelebih sebagai anak, nanti jatuh pulak hukum derhaka hm

Ikutkan aja la ye

Akhir kata, siapa sahaja yang terlintas ke blog ni

I nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri :)

Minta maaf salah silap kalau kita saling kenal

Page 3 of 365: Drama Melayu

Drama Melayu dengan aku berpisah tiada

Susah untuk aku explain 

Kenapa aku tak boleh nak layan drama Inggeris lebih daripada drama Melayu

Mungkin sebab aku dah terdedah daripada kecik 

Also, aku rasa lebih 'FEEL' tengok drama Melayu drpd drama-drama yang lain

Even Korean Drama sekalipun

Akan buat kan aku bosan 

Even aku dah belajar jauh pun, aku still cari, taknak ketinggalan daripada mengikuti drama Melayu 

Kalau bukan orang Melayu sokong cerita Melayu, siapa lagi nak sokong la kan ?

Page 2 of 365 : 2018's Resolution Plus Story

Ola =)
Tak sempat nak write blog at the first day of new year. 
I guess tak terlambat nak write for second day of new year huhuhu.

So today.. Let's talk about 2018's RESOLUTION (uuhukss :p)

There are many goals that I need to achieve in 2018 and I hope I could be determined enough to accomplish my goals. So here we goes:

• Be a good and better muslimah 

What I meant by being a good muslimah is that solat cukup lima waktu. Kena usaha dan tanam dalam diri betul untuk elak dari skip solat. Solat tiang agama kan. Kalau kita tak sempurnakan, how come our religion jadi tunjang utama dalam diri kita. Kalau solat kita jaga, insha allah yang lain-lain kebaikan juga akan diterima. Kalau bab puasa, hmmm memang tak dapat la den nak dapat penuh sebulan. Just maybe I can ganti puasa tahun lepas awal-awal supaya tak terkejar-kejar nanti bila dah nak dekat bulan Ramadhan.

• No more procrastination

Ini paling susah ALLAHU. Sebab diri ni dah terbiasa dengan buat kerja last minute. Bila fikir balik, why I jadi macam tu. This is because my mindset already like that at the beningging (hahah gelakla wei) of the day. Aku akan cuba tak tangguh kerja kerja yang ada carry mark in subjects. Tahun lepas, baru aku sedar yang carry mark semua ni penting untuk naikkan gred aku. Takkan aku nak dapat grade rendah rendah, orang lain dapat bagus bagus. Lagipun aku kena ingat nanti lepas habis belajar, aku ada hutang yang menunggu. One of the ways to lessen my burden, to get a good class of degree coz YOUR LOAN DEPENDS ON YOUR GRADE OF DEGREE. Don't ever forget. Lagi satu, next year will be a tough for me. KENA BELAJAR, KERJA, SOCIETY. Aku kena betul betul manage masa aku. 

• Be more confident and kindly open to others

Yes. This is my major problem. Conflict dalam diri sendiri. Telalu fikir sangat apa yang orang akan kata. I should stop thinking 'bout shy to express my opinions and so on. Shy to express my talent. Kadang-kadang kita yang fikir lebih. Also, aku tahu aku ada masalah nak communicate dengan lelaki. Aku serious had no problem with them and I'm not being judgemental when work with them. Cuma aku betul betul harapkan diorang yang start dulu tegur. Idk why I'm like that. I should change to have a better communication with them. Aku paling tak suka kenapa aku ada rasa awkward tu bila dengan lelaki. Kalau boleh nak lari dari diorang, taknak berurusan dengan diorang. Sejak aku kenal dengan budak lelaki KDU, aku dah perlahan-lahan berubah. Aku dah boleh tolerate and faham cara lelaki bekerja. Fortunately, I met them. Diorang semua baik and aku rasa selesa dengan diorang semua.

ALLAHU banyaknya aku bebel. 

There are many more. But tak larat nak type dah. 

KBAI evelibodi

Believe Yourself Is The Key

Life is not great as we thought

We keep watching others' lives in Instagram, Facebook, Twitter and so on

Feel our lives are not as fortunate as they are

It's a totally wrong perception that influenced our mind

Make us fear to live freely

Block us from being great in life

Cause we scared we could not be better in life as everyone else could


You have to be strong

And no longer heard other people's bad perspective toward yourself

Then you can be a success person beyond your expectation and others too

Don't hold back your strength, your spirit to win, your desire to gain power

It's normal for a person to have that feeling

Just believe yourself as much as you can

Can't Sleep But Why ???

I have sleep problem these two three days.

Maybe cause I have a lot of thoughts when i was about to sleep.

I know that I should empty my mind at that time.

But I just can't.

Last night, I slept at 5am (Sydney),

And I'm not going to class this morning.

Too tired to wake up.

I have to correct my sleep cycle again.

So that, I would have enough sleep at the right time.

Time is gold, precious.

If I'm not appreciate it, I would lose.

This Really Called Love

Sometimes we do not realised

That we loved someone deeply

Until we separate from each other for a long time.

That's what I feel rite now when I called my mom about an hour ago.

Too much fun here till I forgot how I miss them (my family) badly.

In silence, my heart really miss Malaysia and want to go back as SOON as possible.

I just want to spend my time with them.

I don't need a partner.

I just need my family by my side.

That's enough for me to survive for this moment.

Sounds cliche rite ?

But yeah, there is no things that are more important than family and study for now.

Need no complicated relationship like my friends faced.

No problems such as the need to understand and tolerate with strangers (man) for now.

I believe all this fate have pros more than cons for myself.

HATE MYSELF

I hate myself when I want to cry a lot but I can't 
It sucks ALOT !